But stand still is all we did. Love like ours just never fits

Today was one of those days that I had to continuously remind myself that worrying was so last year. It doesn't get me anywhere. With worrying comes anxiety and before I know it, I've wasted a bunch of time. I don't have time to waste! No one does.

I also felt myself slipping into the past. Why don't I talk to this person? Why can't we be friends? Can we get it right this time? Oh, nostalgia. You hit me hard. Then I get annoyed that I sound like a broken record. Let go, Alex. You were almost there. I am there. I think sometimes I just like to reminisce which gets me thinking, you know?

On to the happy! Thursday I'm seeing Ellie Goulding and it makes me want to jump up and down and squeal like I'm fifteen. I may or may not have her on loop this week. I haven't been this stoked to go to a show since I went to see Robyn or Tegan and Sara. All independent, rockstar girls-- love them!

My plan was to just kind of free write tonight, but I don't think I have much else coming to my mind.

So we'll end with a Tegan and Sara song. Naturally, I'm in love; they can do no wrong. I may or may not have been listening to it non-stop along with Ellie.