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Olive was in such a mood on Sunday. She wanted to be on top me, nuzzled at my side or on top of the laptop keyboard. I love the position she fell asleep in. So cuddly and cute looking.

In my ears >>

The National, Little Boots, Charli XCX, Emma Louise. I love it all lately.

In my library >>

I'm about to start the 21 -Day Consciousness Cleanse. I tried reading this briefly a few months back but just couldn't focus. I shall try again! Also, my usual subscriptions to Glamour and Allure. 

On my mind >>

I feel like my spirit is so restless and I'm on a quest to figure this out. I'm looking forward to taking some amazing classes at a spiritual community center. Also really starting to get serious about the idea of a new car. It gives me so much anxiety, but I feel like that time is coming and I should start budgeting. It's also kind of exciting to window shop for cars.

On the tube >>

I think I DVR everything that comes on OWN. I have idolized Oprah since childhood and now that she has her own network, I'm in heaven. Oprah's Next Chapter? On it. Master Class? Got it. Super Soul Sunday? So there.

Fingers and toes >> 

Seriously cannot get enough of neons and bright colors. Summer is here and all I want are happy, cheerful colors. I don't recommend Sally Hansen's insta-dri (the color is superb, the brush bugs me out like crazy). Orly has a neon collection that is to die for. It doesn't help when you're licensed and can buy polish at half price. Dangerous!

Obsessing over >>

Monday afternoon I started to get a headache and tried to sleep it off. When that didn't work I drank a ton of water, ate something, and then took meds. An hour later? Still pounding. It's now 24+ hours later and my noggin' still kills. Migraine?? Who knows, but Blue Oil helps for sure! I rub this amazing oil on my temples and take some deep breaths of it in and I get sweet relief for a little while. It also works for congestion, sore muscles, and if you're nauseous, btw.

Currently...

long crazy hair, dont care. 

Loving:  Wedges! I'm going through this phase where I love, love, love wedges and I think if I could, every shoe I owned would be a pair.

Reading: Reinventing the Body, Resurrecting the Soul: How to Create a New You by Deepak Chopra. I'm pretty sure I highlight every other sentence in this book. It's so great and powerful. Inspiring to say the least - I recommend it! 

Thinking about:  My job. I've realized that when I'm unhappy, I don't blog. Like, at all. And now here I am blogging 24/7 practically because I had a really great meeting with my Director who made me feel so much better about my job. Which in turn made me happier in general. Anyway, I'm taking a new role within our company, and I've been thinking about what it all means and where I go from here. But in good ways. :)

Watching: Since the finales of The Walking Dead and Girls I almost feel like TV is a waste. Though, I've caught on to the World of Jenks and I think I'm in love. I want to be friends with Chad. 

Anticipating: My birthday weekend! I planned it for this weekend, but as of now, I'm unsure. I wanted something fun and outdoors, then I decided I didn't want to do a thing. Now the plan is the casino in Tampa. Now? Well, I don't know! I'm so indecisive. 

Listening to: My usual: Robyn, Ellie Goulding, Tegan & Sara. 

Wishing: I could fast forward to the point in my life where money doesn't stress me out and I'm at peace with, "right person, wrong time".

*I want to also edit this to say, I've opted to put the "Ask" button back on my Tumblr and decided to allow anonymous questions. This could go either way and I'm kind of nervous because people can be cruel. If you want to ask me something, feel free. :)

The things you say... you're unbelievable!

I used to always do these on my last blog, but I don't think I've ever participated here. Deanna gave me the idea this time around. :)

Currently... 

Loving:  Life. This sounds so cheesy, but it's true. After my "reset" at the beach, I've been exploring all of the possibilites that are at my fingertips. Opening my own business has become a little less fuzzy. 

Reading: Ten Thousands Saints by Eleanor Henderson. It was cheap in the bookstore (I read on my ipad) so I figured what the heck. But I'm kind of losing interest. Sorry, Eleanor!

Thinking about:  Taking charge of my own finances. I'm not the best with them, so I'm notorious for getting in over my head, getting so anxious that I can't breathe and completely breaking down so I hand over everything to my Mom (an accountant) to "take over and fix it". However, while she may "fix" it for me, once I take back over it's only a matter of months before I'm drowning again. So I lately I've thought about actually sitting down with a financial advisor and learning how to do this all myself. Taking charge of all aspects of my life! You know, being an adult.

Watching: DUCK DYNASTY! Even though some parts feel so staged (the guys claim they aren't scripted, but the show does put them in certain situations) I love, love, love this show, and season three premiered on Wednesday. Uncle Si is hilarious. I also love that even as millionaires, they still seem to be grounded and loyal to their community and faith. Check it out!

Anticipating: I'm becoming more comfortable with the idea of going to the Doctor. I know I need to go and fully plan on it within the next couple of weeks. It's definitely something I'm anticipating. 

Listening to: I've been using the Songza app lately. You can choose a station according to your mood. I've been listening to upbeat 90's. Love!

Wishing: I was in a better routine. I've acquired mild insomnia these past few weeks. I'm going to bed as late (early?) as 4:30am. When I finally fall asleep, I wake up completely exhausted and spending the entire day focused on how sleepy I am and how I just want to go back to bed. Miserable! I'm hoping to start getting into a more strict routine. Making myself get in bed by a certain time (no phone, ipad- things that will keep my mind running a million miles an hour) and asleep at a decent hour. I want to practice this even on my days off. I wish I was a morning person!

Happy March! The beginning of a new month is upon us again (and rent is due - ugh). It's also FRIDAY! Happy weekend! :)